Wondering ard tis few days

tis few days i have been wondering ard cuz simon ask us to wait for his call see whether he can get us a company tat wan us both... so we went shopping meanwhile after we had meet riffai for lunch on wed (30 june). den on thurday i went to bugis wif my god sister and brother... we went there walking, sitting down for a cup of coffee, etc... one of the nites last wk he called and told us tat we gt a company liao.. the company turned out to be the one yilin is working now... so surprised...

on friday, i asked zy to accompany mi till 1 cuz he having lessons at 2... act he didnt noe i haf been wondering ard.. is he asked mi on the msn.. den i tell him.. he said y didnt i let him noe earlier and y i didnt go find them... i was like "wa lao.. how i noe u al on school.. maybe u all doing fyp leh.." haiz.. den at the void deck,we chatted alot... chatted from school to personal relationship... etc...  toked alot... all crap.. haha...  we spent abt 3 hrs toking crap...haha.. den he went to school.. i went to meet ching hiang to accompany her to dye her hair.... b4 meeting her, i asked zy to bring mi something to eat.. cuz i dun wan to buy anithing as i didnt bring enough money.. haha....

den todae i went to school le.. cuz duno where to wonder.. school is like my second home.. haha... accompany zy to orchard to register his wat sun java cert... he taking the java cert.. a paper which cozt 280.80.... wow.. okies... wif 300+, i can buy lots of things sia.. haha... den went back to school.. met ry they all for lunch.. den accompany them to their lec... wanted to sit beside ry they all but they sitting in the middle... i dun wan to be spotted lah.. so i sat wif gillian they all... after their lec, nick called mi... asked mi where am i.. i tld him tat i went wondering ard.. he asked whether i wan to go his new hse look look.. i was tinking "since i gt nothing to do, y nt" den i meet him lorz.. den reach his hse, besides no bed and pc, the rest like being moved there le.. his sisters r together in a room.. he alone in a room(wah.. so shiok..haha).. we chatted alot....had fun.. he even asked mi who the guy after him.. played checkers b4 he went to meet zhiwei, his frd... of coz he won lah.. but he taught how to play abit...

on thurs nite, he told mi something tat i tink is funny.. he told mi tat he regretted hurting mi.. regretted letting mi cried... i told him it okies.. it over aniway.. we still can be frds ma..  he said to him , he dun tink is over.. he oso said tat we r more than frds.. den i said best of best frds ar.. he said more than tat... hmmmm okies... he said he kept the things from mi till now.. tat y he kept the number we subscribe together.. he oso said tat i actully understand him.. said he didnt really wan to break off... watever duno lah... i told him now at the moment i dun wish to go into relationships and oso get back to him.. cuz i dun wan to get hurt the 3rd time... 2 times r enough... wounds still slowly healing..... but we still can be frds ar... t at wat i told him...

he can be a great frd.... but lover... maybe or maybe nt.. i oso duno.. maybe he changed liao... i oso duno... i leave everythng to fate...

:)